Sometimes I really don't like my body.
I just wish that I could get on a normal cycle. I really, really, really thought I ovulated, but maybe I didn't. I'm on like week 6 of my cycle and I've taken 3 prego tests and they are all negative. I just wish that if I wasn't prego that I'd at least bleed. That'd give me a drop of hope that in the future I could get prego.
There is a mom at the daycare I run and she means well, but every week she asks me about my cycle. When I told her that I was on week six she said "I'm buying you a test." I said: "Thanks, but I have one that I'm taking on Sunday and it will be my third." She shut-up. She said that when she wasn't even trying and she'd be late and take a test and it be negative that she'd cry. I told her that I've been crying every third. Which was an improvement from every time.
August will mark a year that we've been trying and that's when we'll get "aggressive" with trying. Also in August Jason will have been at his new job for several months and will be "settled".
*sigh*
On a positive note it looks like (if all goes according to plan--I know, I know I can hear God laughing too) we will be out of debt by no later than the first of June. Including credit cards and Jason's college bill (he went for a WHOLE month! lol before deciding that college was not for him).
I'm hanging in there and remembering that God's got the whole world in his hands!
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((((((((HUGS))))))))) Hang in there cuz! Love ya!
ReplyDeleteHello there, I found you blog by randomly searching in blogger. I have PCOS also and I feel your pain. I'm not anywhere close to family planning at this time, but I'm also not looking forward to the time when that comes either. I understand the frustrations with the PCOS though and I hope that you will soon be able to gain the family that you desire. I haven't had a cycle in 5mo. it gets very tiresome.
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